This past week I have felt part of my life become turned upside down. I have cried more then I ever have before. I have also been reminded that my life has obviously been incredible if this is the reason I have cried the most in the past 23 years. I'm truly blessed.
Maybe everyone needs something in their lives to remind them that they are human, and that they are weak. That they are flawed in some way. With those tears I shed my weaknesses. I shed my insecurities. Now I only have myself left, and I'm happy with who that is.
Last night I saw a movie w/ some friends that is supposed to awaken tears from any women. Since I have been known to cry during a full house episode I figured I would be a goner. The weird thing was I didn't shed a single tear.. Perhaps I don't have any left?
There is nothing I can do but be myself, and nothing I can say except the truth. I have and will continue to Pray to a God that I'm continually learning about, and slowly beginning to know more and more.
I hope that it's enough.
I don't know how I will feel when its over. Perhaps it's already too late.
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